Oh wow it has been a long time. Don't mind me, just trying to sort out my life.
So is it just me or is like every single person I know in a LTR or getting married or having kids? It's insane. I wouldn't trade with them and I'm almost having a hard time being happy for them. It just seems insane to me. Yes, I am figuring out my life and making big girl decisions and next month I'll be paying electric bills and shit, but there is no way in hell I could even begin to fathom parenting. and I have ALWAYS wanted children. I have a cousin who was married and almost expecting her second son at my age. I could not do it. My first kiss just found out he's going to have a little boy at the end of this year. like...what? I watched the sunset with you when I was 13. He'll be a great dad without a doubt but it's like the craziest thought.
Hats off to all you young moms and wives, if you can do that shit go for it. But I have a life to create for myself before I actually literally create life with someone else. Tell the stork to call me in 5 years.
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