If you want to be happy, just try it.

Last night I had to tell my roommate that I take it all back.
All the crazy judgemental things I ever said about her relationships or decisions about guys.

I didn't get it. We had different priorities and I wasn't very good at respecting that.
I still stand by some of the things I said about not settling, but here it goes.

I'm trying this new thing. It's called being happy. 

I've always spoken my mind here. And I've always said that I want to just do what's best for me and makes me happy. So I'm doing it.

When I wrote all those blogs about being happy and not needing someone else and being independent and awesome(which was true at the time and is actually possible) I was in really complicated and lost places in my life.

I feel so supported right now by my family, friends, coworkers, everyone. I'm realizing that I can actually do it alone. But it might be easier with a little help. 

So like I said. I'm trying this new thing where I'm just going with it, and being happy.

I highly recommend it.